Missing You

I feel unsafe, I feel insecure.. I just want you here by my side.. :(

Sometimes i sit and wonder, that when because of an action someone else did, and because of it, my reaction has led people away... Do I get bothered by it... well, truthfully, yes... it does... I wonder is it truly because of the way I talk, or is it the way that people do not understand me... but all I know is, it is the way it is, and if they leave, let them.. i can't say much to it... I cant be bothered to care about those who do not care... I care for those who needs caring for and those who wants it...

Sigh.. lying in bed alone, rambling... what a life i lead now...

Just a day at the playground

Went to the playground the other day, took some shots.

Too lazy to caption it so here you are! =D

Time for a Recap - New Friends

It's been forever since I wrote anything here. All's been well, I've been busy with a different life, hanging out with different friends and enjoying myself.

For the past months, I've changed, I'm no longer the girl I used to be and still changing for the better. I'm still me nonetheless.

Hanging with different friends help me grow and learn so many new things, some fun, some useful and some just plain silly.


Being with them, fills up most of my time with the joys of laughter. I am not known to have many friend surrounding me, so I truly feel blessed to have this new group of friends, whom I care about.

There are so many fun times together and memories that can never be replaced.

Fellowships that bonds us closer together and slowly builds us stronger. I've never been in such a close knit group such as this before, so it still doesn't cease to amaze me how this group of people have come into my life.

Similarly, times of fun will indeed come to an end, and some of us will be leaving. I will sincerely miss them and times will not be the same without them. We will forge on thanks to those graduating, and because of their spirit, inspiring us, we learn to grow together.

Smiles will be there to welcome us, and see us off, but these smiles belong to us. No one can take them away from us, because we still have time to have fun and enjoy these innocent moments.


The sun shines in on our lives so that we may see clearly the people around us. The people who care about us. I am so thankful that in times of sickness, a text message will appear to wish me well, before a flight, hugs of goodbye bids me farewell. Love that touches the ounces in my heart.


Friends who stick together, are what I've always wished for, always wanted, and I'd give my life to protect them, and I thank God for granting me this wish.


You guys are wonderful, and thank you for letting me in this group, and I hope you have had as much fun as I have had with you guys.

When it's my time to leave, I'll miss each and every one of you and I'll fight through the tears to tell you guys how much I love you.

Finally!!

I finally own my own dSLR!

I finally can take artsy fartsy shots of random things now by zooming in real close and leaving space between foreground and background... *jaw drops* 

Tada!! My super cute lion's butt! =D 

Not as cute up front tho... a tad messy... But I will work on it more! RAWR~!

I'm so so happy with my JellyBean now.. ^^

Cheers!

Sometimes

Sometimes, I just wish I could tell people what I really think.

Sometimes, I just wish I could say how happy I really am.

Sometimes, I just gotta hide my happiness, because it'd bring others pain.

Sometimes, I feel like I wanna be selfish and just be happy.

But sometimes, I know I will never live with the guilt.

So for now, I live, hiding who I am, why I am, and what I am.
I can't share how happy I really am, for now, just a while, even for a splitting second, I truly am happy. With a reason, with a secret. Sometimes, I wish I could tell.

Someday.

11 Feb 2011

Whoops, and I forgot to mention, my mum's birthday was the other day, I had to rush making this lil card for her...

I think she liked it.. =)
I love you mummy!